Every a few months he’d keep me…them woman dont mean nothing to him…lies along with lies. I am still going throught it he lefted me personally 30 days ago he phone me personally private in the phone and wont say absolutely nothing. Friends and family members do not understand just what i’m going through…i need helpppppp. All I actually do is cry. Hoping he can get treatment.
I could relate solely to your story, I became hitched up to a Narc for 15 yrs & had 3 young ones and then end me getting restraining order & a nasty 4 yr abusive divorce… Your baby is in heaven rather than in the hands of his evil, something you may never have been able to protect it from in him turning violent. My bad young girls were bought become with regards to Narc-father 50% custody despite the fact that there is a 56 pg psych report on just how cruel he could be. Cruelty is looked at when you look at the court system like- “go to a specialist, focus on that”, but so long as nobody landed when you look at the medical center, a parent does not lose ‘rights’ that you escaped much worse abuse down the line over it… So, have faith. Do every thing it is possible to to heal & encircle your self with kind (not narcissist) people… Wishing you good luck